About three years ago I was on drugs.
While being on drugs I was skinny.
I am now not skinny anymore.
It sucks, and it kills, and it makes me depressed.
I was 110 pounds and now i am 160ish.
There is times in my life where i want to go back and be how i used to be.
But then if i think about it i don’t because of all the people i lost.
And how much drugs fucked up my life.
Its a struggle to think of who you used to be.